Slowly falling, racing, drowning.

Passion seeping.

Forces of nature pushing.

Pushing where they are not wanted,

Not needed.

No one needs this;

No one wants this.

Why do the very stars that

Comfort,

Support,

Love,

Become hidden by the clouds?

Panic stricken eyes- relax, see clearly.

Or don't see.

Be blinded by an insecurity.

Be so blind that a new reality forms.

Only it isn't reality,

It's a nightmare

Why do the very dreams that

Keep us living,

Breathing,

Smiling,

Fall out beneath our feet?

Why is it me

Myself

always me?

Why do I break

Into

A thousand

Pieces of paper blowing

Away in the wind,

The way my hair did

When you touched my fingers

And looked at me

And breathed?

Keep moving.

Don't run.

Keep pushing.

Don't pull

Away from yourself,

From the pain.

Feel the ache.

Feel the cracks and the bones

And the veins

Because God made you,

You.

And me.

He made me.

Don't be suffocated.

Don't sit in the corner.

Break the wall.

Break the stereotypes.

Don't let people tell you

How to feel,

Because maybe you are

Strong

And maybe

You aren't.

Is it strength to break?

Is it strength to fight?

Of is it strength to submit yourself

To the freefall

Of the rollercoaster

And to let a new wind blow

The tears from your eyes

And the words from your

Mouth?


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